Mum, The hardest day of your children's life was when we had to say goodbye to you. Words are not enough to tell how important you were, you made us smile when we didn't think it possible. You will be missed so much that it feels like a hole has been made in my heart that won't ever be filled. Noah came out of his room last night crying because he misses you, I wanted more than anything to comfort him but all I could do was tuck him in bed and cry with him as I cuddled him to sleep. There is not enough goodness in the world, and last week the world got a little bit darker. I will try not to miss you too much, and I will try always, to think of how you would advise me before I make any choices in life. See you on Tuesday one last time. I promise it will be a lovely one. Love you always. Miss you xxx