Completely lost my mum, Noah who is so very important so very innocent is now suffering because I have to work and as such natalie sees fit to pushing us both by stopping me seeing him.
I wish I knew what to do, I wish I could talk to you and feel confident in the action I think I need to take... I love him so much and I don't want to fight, upset or hurt anyone but I have to live and I can't always bow down... god I need your guidance.